It has been twelve years since we got married. Twelve years since we moved into this house. I honestly can't believe it's been that long. Sometimes when I look in the rear view mirror I think, who the hell are these kids? And why are they so damn loud? Sometimes I feel so young. I'm somewhere in my mid-twenties maybe. I drive around and in my head I'm thinking people look at me and must think I'm the nanny. She's way too young and cool to have all those kids…